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God Alex is tired. She’d thought, perhaps naively that her sleep would end up getting better when Strand returned from wherever he had fucked off to this time (Charlie. And Alex doesn’t blame him for that truly. His daughter deserved to hear what had happened to and with Coralee in person. It was why when Strand had reached out to get the full file over email—the only time he reached out actually—Alex had sent all of the unedited footage even if there had only been a few more words that were basically a promise for later that didn’t come. She just wished that he had told her where he was going or had answered the call when Trump had been elected. It’s kind of hard thinking you may have started the end of the world and had that happen honestly.) but so far it hasn’t. Alex had spent the last two weeks at Howard’s house going over every Black Tape that he’d never shown her before. In the episode she had said that there were maybe a hundred of them that she’d not seen before and Alex had been wrong. There were 133 of them and each one of them was a fucking nightmare. It was so bad that Alex had ended up just passing out on his couch from sheer exhaustion and making the briefest of pit stops in her apartment for a shower and clothes and so that she didn’t arrive at the same time that Strand did. Nic gave her enough shit already—she doesn’t need anymore.
But given that the episodes were back and that Alex had an early morning interview tomorrow. (Thomas Warren. That should be fun, especially considering how Strand became a sulking child who slumped in his seat and crossed his arms whenever the man was even mentioned!) She actually headed home to her own apartment to try and sleep at least where she wouldn’t end up with a crick in her back. Maybe the shadows in her apartment would be familiar enough that she could actually sleep. Of course Alex isn’t holding her breath, but she does always try to have hope even when it seems fucking impossible to do so.
Ordering in dinner from her favorite pizza place (the one Strand hates because it’s too greasy and unhealthy and Alex Reagan really doesn’t cook) and opening up a bottle of cheap and too sweet wine, she’s got her feet up in the warm and slightly mismatched and cluttered apartment. Her couch is vastly superior to Strand’s and her tv is too even if Alex doesn’t want to admit that she actually does miss his company. The lights of the city are bright behind her curtains and it’s probably too late for dinner, but Alex really doesn’t care. When you don’t sleep like she doesn’t sleep time is an illusion and pizza is amazing.

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At least this time he would prove to be polite enough to let his presence be known by just... showing up, to lean on her couch. Not say anything, because that would be too polite and we just can't have that. He's just going to act like he totally belongs there watching a movie with her.
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This is the first time she’s physically seen him in three years and he still looks starved (and it hits her then that Alex has only actually seen him in the flesh once for as large as he looms in her life which is an extremely odd concept.) this is also the first time that she’s seen him in her apartment even though Alex knows he’s been there once and suspects that it’s been many more besides. It’s probably not a surprise that she manages to choke out, “oh my god! Simon?!” This should be impossible and there's every chance that this is a strange dream given how all of her dreams are strange and have been for ages, but it doesn't feel like a dream. The sense of not being a dream is only increased when Alex takes her right hand in her left and jams her finger and thumb in the webbing of the other hand--an age old way of trying to wake herself up when her nightmares become far too real.
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"Hello, Alex." He responds in that usual, faintly amused calm drawl of his, as though there were nothing at all strange about showing up unannounced and uninvited into her apartment. He watches her gesture smirking faintly, he knows what she's doing, but he'll let her continue until she's satisfied with the reality of the situation. "You're not dreaming." This time.
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The problem with Alex is that she's well... there's a lot of problems with Alex actually, but one of them happens to be that she's very Canadian through and through, and she's a decent person at her core. Which means that when a too skinny not quite a teenager anymore has bilocated into her apartment in the middle of the night, one of the things that she feels like she has to do is thrust food at him. Which is why she slides her piece of pizza onto the table itself and then grabs two of the slices with pepperoni and extra cheese and shoves it in his direction. "Jesus, when's the last time you ate?"
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Now it's Alex's turn to throw him off, by shoving food in his general direction. Hesitant at first he eventually reaches out to take the offered pizza. Why say no to offered food? Especially food that isn't of the psychiatric hospital variety? And... that's honestly a good question. "Yesterday." So, yeah, Simon doesn't eat. Too busy conspiring and bilocating for food, apparently.
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But Alex does frown when he says that he ate yesterday, because that tone of 'yesterday' is the same sort of answer that she gives when someone asks when was the last time that she slept and Alex knows that she doesn't have a proper answer. "You should eat more." Yes, Alex knows that makes her a hypocrite considering how many times people have said that to her, but honestly, considering he showed up in her apartment and she figures that's allowed at this point. Before he can say that she should eat more too (Alex knows that she's lost some weight since she started on the show, because nothing kills your appetite more than demons and a lack of sleep) she picks up her own pizza and takes a bite of it.
Is Alex entirely dying to ask him what he's doing here? Of course she is, but feeding him is taking precedence at the moment.
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And, as is often the case, she's right about that as well. 'Yesterday' was definitely the answer he had to offer in lieu of a real one, though he does still give her a look that said he was on to her hypocritical antics here. For the woman who hasn't slept properly in over a year to be lecturing him on bad health habits! At least he doesn't point it out. He'll just eat this... actually surprisingly good pizza. Definitely better than what he'd ever had in Three Rivers.
He's tempted to ask her if she feeds every stray that shows up at her apartment, but that might be too on point. "Taking a night off? That's good. You'll need the rest." As much as she strikes him as the obsessive workaholic, what's coming will need her at her best.
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For a moment, Alex doesn't say anything, and she just chews a bite of her pizza. She wonders if Simon knows that they're going to meet Warren in the morning (and not at Daeva because Alex isn't stupid enough to make that same mistake twice) but somehow she doesn't think that's what he means. "I've just spent two weeks sleeping on Strand's couch watching the rest of his tapes. I figured I was entitled to my own bed for once." But for as nonchalant as she would like to keep sounding, Alex can't, not when he's actually here in her apartment, and they both know that they're not going to have their conversation spread out for Strand or Warren or anyone else to hear.
"Okay, Simon, I'll bite. Why am I going to need the rest? It's been a year and so far it seems like everything's just gone into hiding for all that you've said about the five gates and it being a virus and everything else."
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He does know, Simon knows a lot of things he's not letting on yet. Can't distract her, she has to stay the course just as he has to stay his. This visit was probably an error in judgement, but also likely the last chance he'll have. After tonight, everything changes. He just nods, chewing his own pizza thoughtfully. He won't be able to watch over her tonight, that's too bad, hopefully she gets decent sleep anyway.
"I'm planning something, tonight. If it goes well you'll be hearing from me soon. If not... I guess you won't." He doesn't expect it won't go well, he's getting pretty good at this, but there's always that what if. "If I disappear, you'll have to keep going forward on your own."
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Alex's face has always been expressive, just like her voice is and she tends to consider it one of her failings that most people can tell how she really feels just by looking at her or listening to her and they don't even need to do it that closely. But now when he says that something may not go well and that she may have to keep going forward on her own, Alex looks concerned. Not being an idiot, Alex knows that he may be the only person in this whole thing who is telling her anything close to the truth even if he hides it in riddles and what not. He definitely never gives her straight answers that's for sure. "Simon, what are you talking about? What are you going to do?" Because of course Alex is going to ask--she'd be a pod person if she didn't.
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While Alex is expressive, Simon remains as ever somewhat difficult to get a read on. Something about the way he doesn't seem to blink quite enough, if at all, and doesn't look away. Still there seems to be something of amusement there. Alex knows he's not going to answer that question, he was never going to answer that question. In fact, he's not even going to acknowledge that question was asked. "You will keep going won't you, Alex? You're getting so close, you wouldn't stop now." At least it wasn't 'Goodbye, Alex'?
It was mostly the pizza keeping him there.
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And yes, she knows that she amuses Simon, Alex has always known that from the beginning.
That said, she does let out a lengthy sigh when he ignores the question, even though he ignores her questions ninety percent of the time anyway, because she'd hoped that his actually showing up might have been a bit different. "I've never been very good at giving up on things, Simon. You already know that about me." That said, she does open the pizza box and put another two slices on his plate. He needs the food far more than she does.
"How will I know the difference? You went quiet in the six months that Strand was gone." Which wasn't chastening him exactly, if only because Alex knows that it wouldn't do her a bit of good even though she's older than he is (not really old enough to be his mother, but definitely an older sister or aunt) he's normally the one who tells her off.
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Showing up is different, though that doesn't mean he's going to hand her information too early. When the time is right, when he's sure, then she'll know. He can't risk throwing her off by answering these things too soon. He smiles, pleased. Of course he knew she wouldn't, but the reassurance was good. If something did happen he'll try to find a way to get that information out to her even if he can't do it himself anymore. "I know. This is important. I want you to be ready."
And apparently feed him more. He's still working on his first slice, he doesn't have that great an appetite, but he'll try to eat as much as he can. It's not everyday someone feeds him!
"You'll know. I'm not making you wait this time." So, no six months of silence. At least he doesn't intend for there to be six months of silence. Simon is terrible at listening to chastising anyway, he won't listen and she knows he won't. She also knows that if he says he's going to do something he will do it. Whatever's coming he'll be reaching out to her through his usual shady channels.
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But if he thinks that she’s not going to ask any questions, Simon has forgotten just who he is talking to.
“So I'm assuming it's more important than whatever was going on with Amalia?" Alex still doesn't know what was actually happening with her ex, but they haven't really been in contact since the silence of everyone else in her life. Nic had seen her when he was in Russia doing stuff for Tanis, but in some ways it's like Alex has stopped existing considering everything else. While she would like to think that it's not connected to everything that's happened, at this point it doesn't seem like it's at all possible.
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As for questions he'd be disappointed if she didn't ask! That's not like the Alex he knows. He just waits for her to ask the ones he's inclined to answer.
"She's a piece, one of many of a much greater whole. This is a greater piece, one I think will help you significantly on your investigation." As long as he can secure it. And her, though getting Alex to come answer his cryptic calls he thinks will be easier than the obtaining.
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Relief flooded her when there was the voicemail that had come in from Simon, even if he didn't quite sound like himself. It almost was like he was pleading with her to come in all of his ominous Simon Reese ways and Alex knew in her gut that she did, in fact, need to go as he'd said. Of course Strand and Nic threw both separate fits and then a together one but Alex had just quietly broken into her savings and purchased a non refundable ticket. Then she'd used the studio card to book a non refundable room at an expensive hotel. Alex didn't tell Strand at all. She knew that he would want to come with her and Alex also instinctively knew that there was a reason Simon didn’t mention him in the invitation.
So Alex had come to Turkey and to the hotel and to the ringing phone. Shaking her head in disbelief at how Simon was now in Russia (it’s not like he can’t be two places at once!) Alex wondered if she had made a mistake even as she’d put on a front for the show and for Nic. Getting picked up by some random person who didn’t have any part in their story was an issue and being blindfolded was even more of one. Because Alex trusts Simon with her safety, she does get in the back of the car and blindfold her. The drive is much longer than the twenty minutes she would claim in order to protect the Horn and Alex is twitching the entire way. Whatever is going to happen is important and she can feel it in her gut.
When Elijah takes off her blindfold and she blinks in the light before putting her glasses on and Alex is shocked by just how gorgeous this place is and also how secluded it is. ‘You trust Simon. You trust Simon.’ is repeated in her head like a mantra as she walked into the small house with its small dining room and its old dining table and an old fashion speaker like something out of Mad Men on the table. It makes her think that Simon has to be here somewhere but dutifully Alex pulls out her recording kit and checks the levels on it while she waits to see and here whatever Simon says.
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He was pleading, in his way, desperate for her to listen to him this time. Simon wouldn't ask her to come to somewhere like Turkey if it weren't very important for her to do so. She was also right in understanding both that the words he chose were very deliberate, and the words he chose not to use were also deliberate. Don't bring Strand. If he said as much it would be too suspicious. After his near-pleading message all Simon could do was hope and wait.
She had to come, she just had to.
Thankfully, she did, and while Simon continued to be his usual cryptic bullshit spitting self on the phone he was still careful about who he sent to retrieve her. Only someone he trusted. Only somewhere he trusted. And, perhaps, picked for a reason. The beauty, the sunsets, a gift for her even if she didn't recognize it as such.
"Thank you for coming."
The speaker would be suspicious to her, he knew, but he couldn't meet her in person. Not as he was. While he had gathered his composure back since the voice message there was still something of a hint of exhaustion in his tone. He'd been through a lot, not that he'd tell her as much.
Now it was time to finally start dropping pretenses. Alex would have what she needs.
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So, with one of her hands on her side, Alex lets the tiredness and the jetlag and the annoyance slip into her tone when she says: "Yeah well, you didn’t leave me much of a choice." Because while she might have had one before Simon had showed up at her apartment (maybe anyway) she definitely didn't have one after he'd told her that he had come to warn her about how he might have died going after something that had to do with the Horn of Tiamat. They went back and forth for a moment, before Simon said that his appearance would frighten her.
Immediately, she snatched up the recorder and hit the stop button, because she definitely doesn't want this recorded to tape, especially considering how she'd programmed it to automatically upload to the cloud she and Nic shared if something had happened to her here and this was a trap. Not that she'd thought that it was a trap that Simon had laid, but that someone could be using him to lay. "What are you talking about? I literally just saw you and you looked fine. What the hell would frighten me about that?"
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Alex had received his usual responses, his insistence they all had a choice. His usual caginess. Until the recorder turned off, an action he could have done himself but he'd much rather Alex choose to do so on her own. The living static on the speaker hinted he was still there listening, but considering his words carefully. Simon's been trying very hard to keep Alex out of traps... it wouldn't do for him to lead her into one.
There was a long, pregnant pause while he still considered. The crackling of the speaker alive with his uncertainty. If it's not on tape, he can perhaps be more frank with her.
"I may have... over extended myself securing the Horn of Tiamat." He confessed, a hint of the exhaustion Simon was so very good at keeping to himself slipping into his tone.
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Alex frowns, she can’t help it. She frowns and she just sits down in the chair at the table, looking around the cabin again. He sounds worse than she’d ever heard him, and she’d definitely never had heard him admit to anything close to a weakness. Even with admitting to killing his family and his fondness for sunsets he’d not sounded like this. It hurts and it makes her worried for him—she can’t help it.
“What does that mean, Simon? What happened?” And then because Alex has read Harry Potter, she can’t help but to ask: “did you like splinch yourself? Leave parts of yourself behind somewhere when you were bilocating or something?”
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The splinch comment did earn something of a tired chuckle from Simon. Yeah that... might not be entirely off. "Something like that," And, because he's really too tired to keep up the being full cryptic act he continued: "I brought something back with me." In him, more like.
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Was it?
Instead, Alex focuses on the questions that work around actually asking Simon if he's more demonic somehow now. The who what where when why and hows are supposed to be things that every basic story has in common. Alex may be combining more of a few of them. "Where did you go, Simon? What happened? How did you manage to bring something back with you? I don't understand." But the fact that Alex is scared for him is there in her voice; she's the sort of person who more often than not got scared or angry for someone else rather than herself and Simon has been dealt a harsher life than nearly anyone she's ever met. Maybe he and Strand would be up in a similar sort of bracket, but at least Richard had a chance to see sunsets and to not be labeled insane.
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She already knows the truth. She just doesn't want to accept it.
This is where Simon would normally say something mysterious or change the subject and talk about something entirely unrelated. He could probably lead the conversation back to that, take her mind away from her concerns for him. There isn't anything to be done. "Do you know how I escaped Three Rivers?"
Yeah, at least Richard got sunsets. And Simon was determined to enjoy as many as he still had time to.
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"I assume you bilocated out somehow. Or like transported out using something similar to bilocation. I mean it would have been easy for you to like bilocate out, turn off the cameras, get the keys, open the door and get yourself out that way." Had Alex spent some time thinking about how he could have done it? Of course she did, she's Alex Reagan and thinking about impossible things and making leaps of logic was something that she'd done the most. Even if she hadn't committed it to tape because she knew how Nic and Strand would have reacted.
"Why? Did you do the same thing with the Horn?"
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While Simon is rarely in the business of straight or clear answers, much less those regarding what he's capable of, he does have a habit of leaving those leaps in logic un-denied when there's a possibility Alex is on to something. Sometimes it's what he doesn't say that holds the meaning. Keeping this conversation off the record was for the best, for both of them.
"There are some things that are harder to reach. Some places more... protected than others."