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Alex Reagan ([personal profile] 11calls) wrote2021-02-17 06:22 pm

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God Alex is tired. She’d thought, perhaps naively that her sleep would end up getting better when Strand returned from wherever he had fucked off to this time (Charlie. And Alex doesn’t blame him for that truly. His daughter deserved to hear what had happened to and with Coralee in person. It was why when Strand had reached out to get the full file over email—the only time he reached out actually—Alex had sent all of the unedited footage even if there had only been a few more words that were basically a promise for later that didn’t come. She just wished that he had told her where he was going or had answered the call when Trump had been elected. It’s kind of hard thinking you may have started the end of the world and had that happen honestly.) but so far it hasn’t. Alex had spent the last two weeks at Howard’s house going over every Black Tape that he’d never shown her before. In the episode she had said that there were maybe a hundred of them that she’d not seen before and Alex had been wrong. There were 133 of them and each one of them was a fucking nightmare. It was so bad that Alex had ended up just passing out on his couch from sheer exhaustion and making the briefest of pit stops in her apartment for a shower and clothes and so that she didn’t arrive at the same time that Strand did. Nic gave her enough shit already—she doesn’t need anymore.

But given that the episodes were back and that Alex had an early morning interview tomorrow. (Thomas Warren. That should be fun, especially considering how Strand became a sulking child who slumped in his seat and crossed his arms whenever the man was even mentioned!) She actually headed home to her own apartment to try and sleep at least where she wouldn’t end up with a crick in her back. Maybe the shadows in her apartment would be familiar enough that she could actually sleep. Of course Alex isn’t holding her breath, but she does always try to have hope even when it seems fucking impossible to do so.

Ordering in dinner from her favorite pizza place (the one Strand hates because it’s too greasy and unhealthy and Alex Reagan really doesn’t cook) and opening up a bottle of cheap and too sweet wine, she’s got her feet up in the warm and slightly mismatched and cluttered apartment. Her couch is vastly superior to Strand’s and her tv is too even if Alex doesn’t want to admit that she actually does miss his company. The lights of the city are bright behind her curtains and it’s probably too late for dinner, but Alex really doesn’t care. When you don’t sleep like she doesn’t sleep time is an illusion and pizza is amazing.
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[personal profile] bilocates 2021-02-18 12:40 am (UTC)(link)
Did someone ask for familiar shadows? Maybe of the stalking, sleep watching, tapping variety? Usually Simon had better timing for his night watch rounds, Alex typically sound asleep by the time he decided to come lurk. Tonight not so much, though if by accident or intent it would be difficult to say.

At least this time he would prove to be polite enough to let his presence be known by just... showing up, to lean on her couch. Not say anything, because that would be too polite and we just can't have that. He's just going to act like he totally belongs there watching a movie with her.
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[personal profile] bilocates 2021-02-18 01:20 am (UTC)(link)
While a small, awful, part of him is disappointed she didn't scream, the greater part is pleased. Alex always has been fearless, it's part of what's gotten her into this mess to begin with. He likes that about her.

"Hello, Alex." He responds in that usual, faintly amused calm drawl of his, as though there were nothing at all strange about showing up unannounced and uninvited into her apartment. He watches her gesture smirking faintly, he knows what she's doing, but he'll let her continue until she's satisfied with the reality of the situation. "You're not dreaming." This time.
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[personal profile] bilocates 2021-02-18 01:47 am (UTC)(link)
The good news is that he can't hang up on her in person, the bad news is he'll probably do the bilocating equivalent when he decides it's time to go. Simon is terrible like that. She should also probably not tell anyone he was here, wanted felon and all, but that's really up to her. He won't be caught until he wants to be caught. "I knew you'd find my messages." He won't comment on that also being really weird. He knows.

Now it's Alex's turn to throw him off, by shoving food in his general direction. Hesitant at first he eventually reaches out to take the offered pizza. Why say no to offered food? Especially food that isn't of the psychiatric hospital variety? And... that's honestly a good question. "Yesterday." So, yeah, Simon doesn't eat. Too busy conspiring and bilocating for food, apparently.
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[personal profile] bilocates 2021-02-18 02:33 am (UTC)(link)
She's right, this is one of those situations where he's not going to let her record evidence of his being there. This will just have to be between the two of them, and however crazy Alex feels like sounding on her show. If it was important enough for him to show up in person it was too important to be made public. Otherwise he'd resort again to cryptic phone calls and spooky voice messages.

And, as is often the case, she's right about that as well. 'Yesterday' was definitely the answer he had to offer in lieu of a real one, though he does still give her a look that said he was on to her hypocritical antics here. For the woman who hasn't slept properly in over a year to be lecturing him on bad health habits! At least he doesn't point it out. He'll just eat this... actually surprisingly good pizza. Definitely better than what he'd ever had in Three Rivers.

He's tempted to ask her if she feeds every stray that shows up at her apartment, but that might be too on point. "Taking a night off? That's good. You'll need the rest." As much as she strikes him as the obsessive workaholic, what's coming will need her at her best.
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[personal profile] bilocates 2021-02-18 03:28 am (UTC)(link)
Her show has been very useful for insight into both her, and what he's seeking. She already knows his main goal, he wants to keep the sunsets around. It's the getting to that point that's the tricky part. They are now both officially Alex's strays. Annoying, frustrating strays.

He does know, Simon knows a lot of things he's not letting on yet. Can't distract her, she has to stay the course just as he has to stay his. This visit was probably an error in judgement, but also likely the last chance he'll have. After tonight, everything changes. He just nods, chewing his own pizza thoughtfully. He won't be able to watch over her tonight, that's too bad, hopefully she gets decent sleep anyway.

"I'm planning something, tonight. If it goes well you'll be hearing from me soon. If not... I guess you won't." He doesn't expect it won't go well, he's getting pretty good at this, but there's always that what if. "If I disappear, you'll have to keep going forward on your own."
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[personal profile] bilocates 2021-02-19 01:08 am (UTC)(link)
About the only thing with Simon she can expect is that there's probably going to be a murder somewhere, and that whoever it is probably deserved it. Is it the most moral method? Perhaps not, but Simon's never expressed an interest in those sorts of philosophical discussions. He's doing what he thinks is right, and taking out bad people who have been getting away with doing terrible things to children. Whoever he could have been has long since been lost, though perhaps in his wake of personal revenge and destruction he'll save more from his fate.

While Alex is expressive, Simon remains as ever somewhat difficult to get a read on. Something about the way he doesn't seem to blink quite enough, if at all, and doesn't look away. Still there seems to be something of amusement there. Alex knows he's not going to answer that question, he was never going to answer that question. In fact, he's not even going to acknowledge that question was asked. "You will keep going won't you, Alex? You're getting so close, you wouldn't stop now." At least it wasn't 'Goodbye, Alex'?

It was mostly the pizza keeping him there.
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[personal profile] bilocates 2021-02-19 02:55 am (UTC)(link)
It probably helps that while still intense and creepy, Simon isn't intentionally playing it up this time. He doesn't have to catch her attention anymore, or make a show of demonstrating that there is something strange going on. She's experienced enough now to believe him. Now he's just low-key standard creepy.

Showing up is different, though that doesn't mean he's going to hand her information too early. When the time is right, when he's sure, then she'll know. He can't risk throwing her off by answering these things too soon. He smiles, pleased. Of course he knew she wouldn't, but the reassurance was good. If something did happen he'll try to find a way to get that information out to her even if he can't do it himself anymore. "I know. This is important. I want you to be ready."

And apparently feed him more. He's still working on his first slice, he doesn't have that great an appetite, but he'll try to eat as much as he can. It's not everyday someone feeds him!

"You'll know. I'm not making you wait this time." So, no six months of silence. At least he doesn't intend for there to be six months of silence. Simon is terrible at listening to chastising anyway, he won't listen and she knows he won't. She also knows that if he says he's going to do something he will do it. Whatever's coming he'll be reaching out to her through his usual shady channels.
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[personal profile] bilocates 2021-02-19 11:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Not this time, not again. It's beginning to snowball too fast, too much is happening. He doesn't have the time to disappear as he had before. Not that Alex realizes it yet, she will soon. Very soon, if he has anything to say about it. And we all know Simon does like having his say. He'll be sure to up the frequency of creepy calls and knocks in the future, since she likes them so much. He'd hate for her to think he was leaving her holding the bag permanently. There were things he had to look into, and interested parties he had to stay downwind from. She'll know, soon enough he'll be able to finally tell her more. A fight with Simon probably wouldn't be nearly as cathartic, he'd just tell her "Goodbye, Alex" and do that annoying vanishing act of his.

As for questions he'd be disappointed if she didn't ask! That's not like the Alex he knows. He just waits for her to ask the ones he's inclined to answer.

"She's a piece, one of many of a much greater whole. This is a greater piece, one I think will help you significantly on your investigation." As long as he can secure it. And her, though getting Alex to come answer his cryptic calls he thinks will be easier than the obtaining.

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[personal profile] bilocates 2021-03-04 10:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Either Alex ate a lot of pizza by herself and completely forgot moving her plate due to the carb overload, or something strange absolutely happened that evening. It is troublesome how Simon manages to slip in and out of the shadows, leaving nary a trace to track him by. By design, of course, when they had first met he'd informed her that he could hide from "his" sight. If anything he'd only grown more adept.

He was pleading, in his way, desperate for her to listen to him this time. Simon wouldn't ask her to come to somewhere like Turkey if it weren't very important for her to do so. She was also right in understanding both that the words he chose were very deliberate, and the words he chose not to use were also deliberate. Don't bring Strand. If he said as much it would be too suspicious. After his near-pleading message all Simon could do was hope and wait.

She had to come, she just had to.

Thankfully, she did, and while Simon continued to be his usual cryptic bullshit spitting self on the phone he was still careful about who he sent to retrieve her. Only someone he trusted. Only somewhere he trusted. And, perhaps, picked for a reason. The beauty, the sunsets, a gift for her even if she didn't recognize it as such.

"Thank you for coming."

The speaker would be suspicious to her, he knew, but he couldn't meet her in person. Not as he was. While he had gathered his composure back since the voice message there was still something of a hint of exhaustion in his tone. He'd been through a lot, not that he'd tell her as much.

Now it was time to finally start dropping pretenses. Alex would have what she needs.
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[personal profile] bilocates 2021-03-06 01:57 am (UTC)(link)
He was, in fact, close by, she was quite right on that. But he couldn't say as much over the phone where they were all being followed and listened in on. It was too dangerous. Now it's more dangerous than ever with the Horn involved. And his current... affliction.

Alex had received his usual responses, his insistence they all had a choice. His usual caginess. Until the recorder turned off, an action he could have done himself but he'd much rather Alex choose to do so on her own. The living static on the speaker hinted he was still there listening, but considering his words carefully. Simon's been trying very hard to keep Alex out of traps... it wouldn't do for him to lead her into one.

There was a long, pregnant pause while he still considered. The crackling of the speaker alive with his uncertainty. If it's not on tape, he can perhaps be more frank with her.

"I may have... over extended myself securing the Horn of Tiamat." He confessed, a hint of the exhaustion Simon was so very good at keeping to himself slipping into his tone.
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[personal profile] bilocates 2021-03-06 03:14 am (UTC)(link)
Simon had warned her for a good reason that his mission for the Horn might go sideways. It just went sideways in a manner that was... somewhat unexpected. He should have known, should have predicted that this was how it happened. But he'd been too cocky, too sure of himself that he could hold himself together no matter how far he went. Bitten on the ass by his own hubris.

The splinch comment did earn something of a tired chuckle from Simon. Yeah that... might not be entirely off. "Something like that," And, because he's really too tired to keep up the being full cryptic act he continued: "I brought something back with me." In him, more like.
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[personal profile] bilocates 2021-03-06 08:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Definitely not a good thing. Simon is fairly certain Alex can guess at what's happening to him, and honestly he'd rather she not see him like this. This isn't how he wants her to remember him. That darkness had been left on him whether he liked it or not, there was no escaping it no matter how well he could hide.

She already knows the truth. She just doesn't want to accept it.

This is where Simon would normally say something mysterious or change the subject and talk about something entirely unrelated. He could probably lead the conversation back to that, take her mind away from her concerns for him. There isn't anything to be done. "Do you know how I escaped Three Rivers?"

Yeah, at least Richard got sunsets. And Simon was determined to enjoy as many as he still had time to.
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[personal profile] bilocates 2021-03-17 04:41 am (UTC)(link)
He won't, not right now. Whatever helps her sort her thoughts she's welcome to do, thinking is what he wants her to do after all. Besides, it's easy not to be bothered by someone's fidgeting when you're hiding in another room and talking through an old speaker. If pacing helps her get where she needs to be, then far be it for him to interfere.

While Simon is rarely in the business of straight or clear answers, much less those regarding what he's capable of, he does have a habit of leaving those leaps in logic un-denied when there's a possibility Alex is on to something. Sometimes it's what he doesn't say that holds the meaning. Keeping this conversation off the record was for the best, for both of them.

"There are some things that are harder to reach. Some places more... protected than others."