[If only Dorian could stomach the idea that he deserved someone at all, to hold him, to tell him everything was going to be alright...maybe he'd listen more, be more open.
Still, after so many years of having no worth other than capability, it was all he could find his value in. His eyes were grateful as she refilled his glass and he breathed a long sigh and lapses into silence for a moment, looking down at the swirling liquid.]
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Still, after so many years of having no worth other than capability, it was all he could find his value in. His eyes were grateful as she refilled his glass and he breathed a long sigh and lapses into silence for a moment, looking down at the swirling liquid.]
I'm...so tired, Alex, and I haven't even begun.