... Right. I guess it's just hard to say if staying here actually changes that, because people usually go home right to the time they left... Whether you're here a few years or a few days, it's all the same, isn't it? He'd still get to do all the things he's supposed to... sooner or later.

[He bites his lip.]

But, um. I think... he also just feels guilty, because everyone else had to deal with what happens.

He doesn't really think it's fair, that he gets to be okay here, while they all had to suffer.